Characters: Nessiah, Milanor
Setting: Milanor's dorm, as ever, while everyone else is at the Samhain ball.
Content: Nessiah and Milanor prepare for an awkward night alone, only to find that Meria left them a little present. And then things get interesting.
Warnings: Alcohol, sex. Not worksafe.

( show me everything )

Characters: Nessiah, Milanor
Setting: Milanor's dorm, as usual
Content: After the sex and the hilarity following it, Milanor takes the opportunity to talk to Nessiah to see how he's really handling things.
Warnings: Talk about guysecks, fluff, flailing.

( this is what we live for )

Characters: Nessiah, Meria
Setting: Meria's room in the infirmary.
Content: Set during this log. So that he won't hear distressing things about Hector, Nessiah is sent to Meria for safekeeping, and tries to get the reason she's laid up in bed out of her. Tries is the key word.
Warnings: Profanity? Cuteness like you wouldn't believe? Also, brief references to sex and depression.

( kdfslkjfsad talking is underrated :C )

Characters: Nessiah, Milanor, Kylier, Meria later on
Setting: Let's guess... Milanor's dorm room! (Maybe elsewhere later.)
Content: It's Nessiah's birthday, a fact of which he's currently unaware (blame the drugs). His friends have something or other mysterious planned! Whatever it is, fluffiness will likely ensue. (Note that Nessiah can now understand simple words and concepts, but still can't speak.)
Warnings: ...Probably nothing? Maybe some profanity and/or boobsquishes once Meria shows up.

( happy birthday to me... )

Characters: Nessiah, Milanor, Kylier
Setting: Milanor's dorm, as usual.
Content: Milanor gives Nessiah a bath, since he's too drugged to handle it himself; Kylier manages not to crash the mood for once.
Warnings: Possible description of nudity? Also possible swearing and sexual references, but nothing explicit.

( All I've ever wanted, all I've ever needed )

Characters: Nessiah
Setting: Infirmary wing
Content: Sanity is just a word, just a word, just a word.
Warnings: ...language? And some sexual references, of course.

( 'cause it's so amazing here )

Characters: Nessiah, Hector
Setting: Hector's back rooms
Content: They say that nails that stick up have to be beaten down; Hector won't be satisfied until Nessiah is crushed to dust.
Warnings: Drama. Angst. Abuse. Very unsafe for work.

( He would never be able to resign himself to this. )

Characters: Nessiah, Milanor
Setting: Milanor (and Nessiah)'s dorm room
Content: A few days after the conclusion of this escapade, life has returned as close to normal as it can. Nessiah's memories of the phantasmagoria are still hazy, and he's so tired out from Hector's abuse and his worries about the truth in Milanor's feelings for him that all he can do is keep moving. Little does he know that Milanor is ready to throw him a real lifeline.
Warnings: Couple drama. Lots of sexual content. Nessiah tops. Not even remotely worksafe.

( the only one i come undone for is you. )

Full Name: Nessiah Aries Artwaltz
Age: 19 20 (!!!)
Sex: Male
Height: Five feet, two inches (156 centimeters)
Weight: 89 lbs., not counting his chains
Blood Type: AB
Body Type: Frail
Race: Angel
Sexuality: Homosexual
Date of Birth: September 16

( detailed personality information here~~ )

Sexual abuse

Psychological trauma

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Rape Trauma Syndrome

Phobias (general information), achluophobia*

Paranoid personality disorder

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Some links to help other players understand the basis of Nessiah's psychoses and impending (?) insanity. He may or may not be headed for Love Trauma Syndrome soon, the addition of which will probably break his mind and cause him to act indiscriminately violent towards anything and anyone.

Love Trauma Syndrome doesn't have a wiki, but if I find a good link I'll add it to the list. :''D



*Nessiah's achluophobia is caused by the special circumstance of his blindness, and his paranoia is making it particularly bad so that it's difficult for him to maintain control of himself if he's alone in a dark room. Normally, his achluophobia is restricted to complete darkness (failure of his sight spells), but his current amount of mental stress has made it worse.

I Am A: Chaotic Good Elf Sorcerer (3rd Level)
( cut for long )




...pfft.

Characters: Nessiah, Milanor
Setting: Milanor's dorm room
Content: Unable to sleep, Nessiah heads next door to Milanor's room in the middle of the night for a little reassurance from boyfriend. This log is going to host their first try. (It will fail, but they will try.)
Warnings: Sexual content, badtouch talk, and possible profanity, nsfw.

( Contrary to popular rumor, Nessiah actually did know when to quit. )

Thread/log depository for the relationship with boyfriend (and girlfriend). Will be added to as relationship progresses~

1. got off on the wrong foot;
2. all the wrong answers;
3. for all the wrong reasons;
4. and a few misunderstandings; [log]
5. looking in from the outside;
6. beginnings like a nightmare;
7. here on the sidelines; [log]
8. just keep making missteps;
9. will you be the one to save me?;
10. take a breath before the plunge; [log]
11. bonding breaking cleave to me dearly; [nsfw]
12. just want to be near you;
13. it feels so right tonight; [log] [nsfw]
14. my phone's on vibrate for you;
15. god knows what all these new drugs do;
16. this modern love; [log] [nsfw]
17. please don't throw that away;
18. the crash and the porcelain on the floor; [log]
19. confessions on the dance floor;
20. where the light lends itself to soft repose; [log] [nsfw]
21. if you lose me somewhere;
22. complicated left-foot tango; [log]
23. what hurts the most;
24. somebody out there better get this;
25. anything to escape the nightmare; - ongoing [major event]
26. but I still believe in miracles I swear I've seen a few; [log] [nsfw]

Characters: Nessiah, Kylier, Milanor
Setting: Kylier's dorm room
Content: Milanor gets an interesting surprise when dropping in to see Kylier after the end of the school day. Hilarity does not ensue.
Warnings: Probably profanity, also probably talk of badtouch. We know why Nessiah is in Kylier's room!

( Nessiah had already had quite enough excitement for one day. Which was why it shouldn't have been a surprise that more was on its way. )

...on Nessiah's background and the plot revolving around him.

The only-half-aware mental state and out-of-control magic Nessiah has have made him very attractive to a certain someone. That certain someone will likely try to break him very soon.

Which means that there's going to be a very serious post series at some point during the RP where Nessiah is going to be beaming waves of *abused* and *someone, anyone save me please D:*

THIS IS ONE REASON WE NEED A GULCASA RITE. Or someone similar who can haul him out of the hole when it comes down to that.

U-unfortunately, however, the culprit is probably not going to get dethroned in the foreseeable future. 'cause that might cause plot derailment. But this is going to be a major event. Or probably, anyhow.

...First off, I'd like to know how you got this number. Precisely when did you approach me for it, and what kinds of drugs did you use?


...well, you have it now. I suppose.

If you really need to talk to me that badly, leave me a message at the tone.

And if you don't, why are you calling me.

for apocrypha_rp

Character: Nessiah
Game: Yggdra Union
Age: 19
Mun's Journal: feral_phoenix

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